The frustrating thing is we've lurched from one extreme to the other - having no stadium to create a revenue stream to having a stadium much too big that has proved a financial black hole.
People behind Wasps courted the Ricoh/CBS for a long time before we moved there. I remember the astonishment and anger when Tony Copsey and co announced we were playing 'home' European games up there against Munster and Saints.
It's never felt like our home to me and I really miss the simple afternoon/evening jaunt up the road to Adams Park to watch whatever game we were playing. A beer in the tent or clubhouse, a chat with regulars, players, a bit of atmosphere etc. A 4 hour round trip, good for £200 all in and taking a whole day, a poor result, performance and atmosphere latterly being the norm, has meant the club has become more remote to me. I was happy as long as it meant the club survived and thrived but for this to happen makes the move a bit harder to take.
Its not about me though, I just want what's best for the club, so fingers crossed something works out.